A relationship is not what I want right now. What I really need right now is to get my shit together. I know for certain that I would be unhappy in a relationship right now, I’m a mess. Trying to find myself and trying to love at the same time are two things that just don’t mix. If we can’t be friends, then I’m sorry. 

Finally realizing why I’ve been so unsatisfied. I never really decided what I wanted from myself.

I want to find myself. To find out completely who I am, who I want to be, and strive to be exactly that. I want to do something good with my life. To have purpose and meaning in my life. To allow myself to be ambitious, but also to work as hard as I can to achieve all my goals. I want to accept myself for who I am and not care what others think. 

I guess I just got lost somewhere along the way. 

Pink Champagne…

Pink Flowers…

Dove Dark ChocolatesAND Dove White & Milk Chocolate Swirls
…

Time to pop the champagne and celebrate with Alex (: 

I can’t remember the last time I had an enjoyable sit down dinner with the family, I wonder if that will change today…

I can’t remember the last time I had an enjoyable sit down dinner with the family, I wonder if that will change today…

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